Today has been a hell of a day. I say hell not in a cursing way but in a metaphorical way. If there is a hell I am sure it would be a place where every day, despite sickness and difficulty, you would be made aware of your own glaring inadequacies and would be belittled and battered for your own lack of character. It would be a place you would try to fight being in, but eventually be swallowed by the despair of knowing that you are a failure and most everyone’s lack of grace to help you be otherwise. Above all else, you would be cut off from what you truly love and be forced to live a life a bit like the man rolling the stone up the hill to no avail.
Well, hell, this is how my day has been.
August 6, 2010 at 8:58 pm |
It doesn’t last forever though. Wake up early and watch the sunrise. God will be there.